Saturday, November 27, 2021

Message in a Bottle

Mind castle sappers got under my consciousness and into my subconsciousness, then worked to undermine my consent by "inception" planting images and using hypnosis suggestions to transform me into a female, or at least non-binary, for them to use. They used terror and torture to try to force me into surrender.


They also tried to force me into their super straight, non-binary (alternating each consciousness level), monogamist, vanilla, patriarchal, fascist, capitalist, conservative mostly intolerant, mostly exclusive, misogynist, white supremacist, fundamentalist Christian theocratic culture.


I kept refusing, insisting I am a mostly heterosexual, male at every level of consciousness, ethical non-monogamy, maledom kinky, egalitarian, anarcho-syndicalist, socialist, leftist, mostly tolerant, mostly inclusive, intersectional feminist, minority empowering, agnostic secular humanist.


I am just about the exact opposite of who they are, so they destroyed me from the inside to try to remake me in their image.


This war has been going on essentially since childhood abuse, but the latest battle started around 2013 when they started dismantling my life in this plane of existence and the CIA conducting psychological operations against me (including drug experiments); "sapping below" and raping and torturing and murdering me and many others; raping torturing my "doll body" above; and various other insane tortures in simulated realties "online" between here and "up there". This is the intense, unimaginable suffering.



I have been sending out messages like this, hoping someone will receive the messages and be able to help.


I don't want to die, but I also don't want to live anymore.


https://youtu.be/MbXWrmQW-OE

Monday, November 22, 2021

Stranger in a Strange Land

This is a fictional story.


Once upon a time there was an alien species.


This alien species valued pleasure, finding it as natural as the mythical stories of Adam and Eve in Eden, with nothing to be shameful about. Pleasure was not their obsession or only pursuit, probably because they never prevented themselves from pursuing pleasure when it felt right. They had many other healthy passions and interests.


This alien species had some mating and family practices that our human culture might find taboo.



Most would selectively mate with friends and sometimes strangers until they found one or more that they wanted to partner with for an extended period of time; sometimes for life, sometimes for less, sometimes forever. This partnering formed a dynamic network of various shapes.



After they were partnered, most continued mating with friends and sometimes strangers. Females who were nested sometimes chose to bear children. When they did, they sometimes continued to take other selective mates, thus expanding the diversity of the gene pool.


This alien species did something else very different than our modern human culture that most would find taboo. The parents fell in love with their children. They did not merely *love* their children, they *fell in love with them* and bonded with them in a way that humans can only understand as husband and wife, but even deeper, more caring, and unbreakable. They guided them and empowered them in a way most humans these days do not.


This starts essentially from birth, mothers developing their love bond with their sons, and fathers developing their love bonds with their daughters. In this sense, women married their fathers and sons, and men married their mothers and daughters. Of course mothers also loved their daughters, and fathers also loved their sons, but in different ways. This alien species only conceived with select others outside their family, to keep the gene pool fresh and diverse.



They continued to love their children throughout their lives and beyond. They even helped them choose mates and life partners until their sons and daughters learned their own wisdom.




Then one day this alien species visited Earth.

Sunday, November 21, 2021

Fractal Minds/Universes Manifesting

It's a complex, ultra-realistic (what's the difference between real and simulated realism?) complex game of capture-the-flag, where the "flag" is the "spirits" of the ancestors (A, or An); a tug of war by purple and red. Purple represents the conscious mind, the holistic brain, heaven (serious nirvana), and the celestial north. Red represents the subconscious mind, the sexual organs, hell (pleasurable nirvana), and the celestial south. The kundalini runs through the center.

An example normative female mind. It grows by adding additional layers below. The "T" is alternatively and/or also a "Y".

An example of a normative male mind. It grows by adding additional layers to the right.

Another example of a normative male mind.

These are only the normative patterns of the human fractal consciousness. Letters are only symbolic representations of variations, and change the composition. The patterns sometimes change, veering from norm in i dividuals or even steering the species.

Here are examples of more complex consciousnesses, or more detailed examinations of the same fractals. The "2.9" is essentially meaningless; it is the iteration of my vision, and I wanted to track the progress.






Thursday, November 18, 2021

Forty-Two

After many mystical experiences, this is the answer to life thus far:


There are Three Powers that must find their own harmony and harmony with each other:

  • Knowledge: (Blue-White energy) science and spirituality; Blue when same-level, White when higher level
  • Pleasure: (Red energy) controlled between coolers and heaters; heat creates Orange
  • Material: (Orange energy) consumption of Orange to manipulate the universe


There are Six Typical Paths in life:

  • Development Path (Black & White)
  • School Path (Yellow)
  • Knowledge Path (Blue)
  • Pleasure Path (Red)
  • Power Path (Orange)
  • Spiritual Path (Green)


There are Five Lessons for everyone to learn, in moderation, and in balance with each other:

  • Democracy: cooperative communities (includes cooperatives and unions, solidarity movements, and interfaith-secular humanism collaboration)
  • Socialism: stateless, classless, moneyless society
  • Egalitarianism: valuing and empowering all equally; (includes intersectional-feminism)
  • Sexual liberation: celebrating pleasure and respecting consent (includes erotica, sex worker rights, age play, ethical non-monogamy, kink/BDSM, and LGBTQA+)
  • Ecological sustainability: protecting the diversity of life and ecosystems.


I'm working on a cooperative board game to demonstrate these concepts in a fun way.


Also, I have always understood these concepts. Several people tried to force me to reject them and "preach a different message". I have written about these tormentors and spiritual thieves, rapists, torturers, and murderers in writing, pictures, discussions, and comments on fetlife, especially here; on this blog and this blog, especially herehere; on my Facebook page, notebooks, phone notes, text messages, emails, and many other places.


Remember that Global Game under development I described before? A new "breakthrough". Each color square has a control box (and probably a flow box as well). These control (and flow) boxes are assigned another color, or are in some way earned or won.


I saw two optimal control rings:


Green > Blue > Purple > Brown > Green


Orange > Indigo > Yellow > Black > Tan > Red > Violet > Pink > Peach > Cyan > Teal > Aurora > Orange


This has been hell, Kraft & Associates!

https://youtu.be/41Vli6Fnj1E

Monday, November 15, 2021

Monday, November 8, 2021

Torture for Profit

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mrs._Frisby_and_the_Rats_of_NIMH


People are not for sale. You cannot incorporate or patent a person, their DNA, their fingerprints, their voice, their patterns of behavior, their thoughts, their online avatars, or any other distinguishing characteristic or personally identifiable information.


People are not for sale.


The knowledge gained from the terrible Nazi human experiments does not justify or excuse the experiments.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nazi_human_experimentation


The knowledge gained from the terrible Soviet human experiments does not justify or excuse the experiments.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poison_laboratory_of_the_Soviet_secret_services


The knowledge gained from the terrible Imperial Japanese human experiments does not justify or excuse the experiments.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unit_731


The knowledge gained from the terrible CIA human experiments does not justify or excuse the experiments.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_MKUltra


The knowledge gained from these and similar experiments will be shared freely. The experiments will be terminated and the prisoners (they are not patients) will be set free with abundant help and compensation. Those responsible will be appropriately punished. Some will likely face spiritual capital punishment.


https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLy1Yl-f8BHjbozQ7dAEj3sqn7auawbW5T


The CIA is the same dark forces of the Imperial Japanese and Nazi Germans. We invited them here, gave them amnesty, and hid them. This led to MKUltra, CIA overthrows of democracies worldwide, drug trafficking, and torture programs, to name just a few atrocities.

Saturday, November 6, 2021

Babel Fish

 Some thoughts on language:

The babel fish is shoved into your ear so that you can understand any language. See Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.


The Tower of Babel can reach heaven, if only everyone can understand one another.


Noam Chomsky is the renown expert of linguistics, at least in America. He is also a philosopher, cognitive scientist, historian, social critic, and political activist. I own several of his books I swear I'll read one day. He is featured on Big Think and has a full length documentary. You can find a lot more good stuff from him out there.


We think in language, but we are not born with it. If I could I would learn many languages like polyglot savant Daniel Tammet.


Which ones? Probably those of the world's most spoken by native speakers first, followed by at least one from every region and a few that are just interesting.

  • Mandarin Chinese
  • Spanish
  • Hindi
  • Bengali
  • Portuguese
  • Russian
  • Japanese
  • Punjabi
  • Turkish
  • Korean
  • French
  • German
  • Vietnamese
  • Urdu
  • Javanese
  • Swedish
  • Dutch
  • Czech
  • Greek
  • Arabic
  • Persian
  • Indonesian
  • Tagalog
  • Thai
  • Nepali
  • Afrikaans
  • Yoruba
  • Zulu
  • Swahili

Some good sources for material and teachers are:

And software:

If only Tank would download this for me!


And while you're at it, how about a copy of Wikipedia, a few digital libraries (include publishers Chelsea Green, Greenery Press, and the books in my personal library) and all the videos from these YouTube channels?


Could you also teach me to romance, love, debate, orate, write, study, cook, paint, act (theatrically), dance, and do various martial arts, too?


Please, and thank you very much.


Hey, Tank. Since I'm asking, how about downloding the stuff from my blog Soul Voices? And can you make me experts in the sciences and the topics listed in my blog If I Ruled the World? Please add computer science and computer security to that list.

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