PTSD Triggers

Someone today asked me what my PTSD triggers are. I have not been officially diagnosed with PTSD, but suffice it to say that I have symptoms I believe are similar to those of PRSD sufferers. I have been on the receiving end of psychological warfare, advanced persistent threat cyber attacks, and something I can only describe as psionic attacks. I have also suffered out of body traumatic experiences that amount to mutilation, torture, and violent rape in other body-forms. In these other states of consciousness I also experienced what one would probably suffer under the CIA's MK-Ultra brainwashing human experiments.

I believe I have also experienced teleportation of a sort. Not in the material world sense, but as in the Matrix I am functioning in is now run by another server or virtual box, or as in my consciousness at a higher level was transferred from one host or source to another. In fact, I believe I have been tortured and raped to the point of death many times in higher states of reality. These experiences are a primary source of my PTSD, along with the other traumas experienced in this echelon or dimension of reality, as I described previously.

So, after experiences such as those, what are my "PTSD triggers"? Anything remotely resembling the experiences described above is an immediate trigger

Some include gaslighting and the use of using argot or cant.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaslighting

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cant_(language)

Argot is a language within a language. It is like radio wave propagation in which a message is modulated onto a carrier wave. In this case, the carrier wave is normal language. It is like puns or idioms, but more complex.

Some use argot to mask their message in open use, in much the same way that steganography does.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Steganography

Others use argot so that the literal interpretation of the language has a contrary or even opposite value of the hidden meaning. This, in theory, gives the sender a plausible deniability that they were ever deceptive. In fact, they were by breaking the "spirit of intent".

Argot could also be used by some legalistic "rules lawyer" types to entrap the respondent; the argot sender could decide on their own whim and to their own advantage whether the respondent was replying to the literal or the argot, depending on which interpretation suited the message sender. Again, this is both deceptive and fraudulent.

I have been subjected to these and similar tactics by those who use argot. Because argot is inherently deceptive and potentially confusing for the point of entrapment, I refuse to knowingly communicate with people who use argot.

Therefore, I need people to be upfront, direct, and forthrightly honest with me. Lying and other forms of deception recall some of the episodes. If someone is lying or otherwise being deceptive with me, I immediately cut ties.

I am also very uncomfortable in the presence of law enforcement now, as well as intelligence personnel, with the exception of some of those with whom I have served.

I still to this day experience things which some might attribute to haunted house type of paranormal activity. However, I do not subscribe to that worldview. Although I don't discount the possibility of an ephemeral quality of each individual living beyond the corpse, I attribute these phenomena to something more akin to glitches in the Matrix; someone or some entities with power to affect the holographic simulation in which my consciousness perceives the world outside myself. These things disturb me, too.

This is an incomplete list of just some of my "PTSD triggers".